Kitchen Reconquista

Ever since I started my first week at EA, it's been as if I've slowly wakened from a dream. I left my last job fairly burned out, and after a spell of a few months working on a web project (which I now think was largely an expression of pent up anxiety or something), I finally just stopped. By that, I mean I simply ran out of the desire to do any work whatever. That's when my vacation really started, and I traveled to see family, read some books, watched TV, went for walks, etc.

But, one morning I woke up and decided that I was ready to go back out there and get a new job. It was as though something simply clicked back on inside me. A few weeks later and I entered EA's doors.

However, rather than being more drained from work, and perhaps because I'm only working a 40 hour week to this point, I have been left with energy to take things on around the house during the weekends and now the holidays as well.

Funny that I didn't seem to have the energy to do these projects when I had absolutely nothing to do. Anyways, I have recently cleaned out my kitchen of many excess pots, pans, and containers, and have moved things around. Once done, I was struck with many new projects that needed doing, and I am now slowly dispatching one after another.

I conclude that the world looks much different when you perceive yourself to be waxing and not waning; building and not decaying.